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  • My Favorite Thing About Myself: Writing with Empathy, Offering a Voice

    My Favorite Thing About Myself: Writing with Empathy, Offering a Voice


    What’s your favorite thing about yourself?

    My favorite thing about myself is the way I write. Not just the act of writing. The way I can tap into emotions that aren’t mine and still treat them with care. As if I’ve lived them in another life. It’s not performance. It’s empathy. Real, rooted empathy, born from listening and learning, not guessing or stealing.

    I don’t write from other perspectives because I want to show off range. I do it because I believe everyone deserves to be held. To be seen. And sometimes, they can’t say the words themselves, at least not yet. Not out loud or, not safely. So I write what I hear when I listen. I write what I feel when someone trusts me with their story. I write in a way that doesn’t claim their pain, but honors it. Echoes it. Reflects it back gently.

    I love that about myself. I love that I don’t just have the skill to write. But also the heart to write ethically, thoughtfully and, with purpose. I am not here to play at pain. I’m here to translate it. To give shape to the things that ache in silence. I do it through poetry. Poetry allows me the ability to be exact and yet leave room for mystery. It lets me say the same truth in a thousand ways until many individuals feel it and understand it. Shit, maybe they’ll even empathize more with others.

    My poetry has always been more than art. Survival. Scream, prayer, and apology. It has been the safest place I know. I can’t often work my mouth. So, when my mouth won’t open, I find poetry. It’s how I say the things I never felt allowed to say. The map of everything I’ve clawed through, and the love letter to the people still climbing out of similar things.

    I know I can write something and someone else will read it and say, “That’s it. That’s how it feels.” That matters. This is what keeps me going. The idea of being published, not the praise, but the connection. The invisible thread that stretches from my chest to someone else. It’s why I make books. It’s why I write collections. So future people like me, and you if you’re different to know we lived, laughed, and fought like hell.

    I do not write from others experiences as a person I am not. I simply write from my point of view as their friend, family member, co-worker, fellow human etc. Poetry like this comes in reminders to check on others or stand up for causes. It also involves protesting and addressing other subjects that bring hard topics to the front and center.

    My favorite thing about myself is that I can do that. That I can create something honest and resonant. This is not just for me, but for the ones who don’t have the words yet. For the ones who never saw themselves in poems until now. For the ones who are still learning how to say, “I exist. I hurt. I matter.”


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  • Rock House Trail Hocking Hills Morning Hike After Night Shift

    Rock House Trail Hocking Hills Morning Hike After Night Shift


    Saturday Morning | Hocking Hills, OH

    Looking down before you descend the stairs to Rock house & Natural Bridge

    I clocked out at 6 a.m. sharp. Another twelve-hour overnight at the nursing home. That kind of quiet that isn’t restful, just constant. Oxygen machines humming low, the soft shuffle of slippers down the hall, someone crying quietly two doors down. You carry it home in your bones.

    But this morning was different.

    I had Saturday night off. That’s rare for me but, I’d gotten my shift covered to go to the No Kings protest. Before that, though, I needed to move. Shake off the weight.

    So I drove 35 minutes home, changed, got Luna ready, and hit the road again. For an hour and eleven minute drive to Hocking Hills. I played Stevie Nicks and music from that era the whole way. I tapped my fingers to the beat on the steering wheel. I left the windows down and let the wind and exhaustion fill the silence.

    The Trail

    Warning sign at rock house to not leave trails beacuse of dangerous cliffs.

    We hit the Rock House Trail around 8 a.m. The trail is only 0.8 miles one way, but the drop is steep. Narrow paths. Stone stairs. Roots like ropes knotted across the dirt. Luna walked ahead, tail high, tuned in. I let her lead. I wasn’t in a hurry to return to anything.

    The start of the trail at Rock house is so misleading ft trees and a level path

    Then the cave appeared.

    Rock House.

    A cavern carved into sandstone long, tall, ancient. 200 feet across, 25 feet high, with arched window-like openings that let light in sideways, soft and slow. Inside, everything goes still. You don’t just walk into the cave, you arrive. You become part of its silence.

    PIGEONS!

    Except for the pigeons.

    A few families live there now. You can hear them cooing, echoing from inside the cave and outside the walls, like voices trapped in stone. It was surreal. Luna didn’t bark. She didn’t pull. She just stood and listened. So did I. You have to.

    There are ovens carved into the walls, like something out of another life. Maybe people baked bread there. Maybe they hid. Maybe they prayed. This place has always belonged to those who needed it. For a few minutes, that included me.

    One massive Rock Wall at Rock house Hocking Hills,ohio

    We took the rim trail up and out. It was steeper, louder, full of light—but I welcomed it. Something in me was lighter too.

    Timber a down tree next tot the path

    One last stop before home: donuts.

    There’s a new place beside the Hocking Hills Diner everyone’s been hyping for their maple bacon donuts. Of course, they were already sold out.

    The lady who owns the donut place told me to call ahead next time. She’d put some back just for me because I live an hour and eleven minutes away.

    So I got a s’mores donut and a Buckeyes donut instead. I sat in the car with my boots still muddy. Luna curled beside me. I ate them like they were the thing I came for all along.

    And maybe they were.

    What actually happened next:

    I missed the No Kings protest. My Lexapro and Wellbutrin look the same, and I ended up taking two Wellbutrin and no Lexapro by mistake. I stayed in bed all Saturday and Sunday. I called off work and slept until Monday. Then I went back to my shift.

    Sometimes plans shift without warning. Sometimes the body demands its own kind of protest.

    I hope you all are enjoying our many trips.


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  • The Spill: Litha Is Coming: News, Poems, & Solstice Magic: Volume 6

    The Spill: Litha Is Coming: News, Poems, & Solstice Magic: Volume 6

    Volume 6 June 16th 2025

    🎬 Project Updates and Upcoming Celebrations

    🏳️‍⚧️ The Trans Masc Project “The Joy they Cannot Erase” has expanded! It now welcomes all transgender and gender nonconforming individuals. There is currently no deadline for submissions but, when one is set, you’ll be the first to know.

    ✨Meanwhile, the Voices for the Voiceless project deadline has been extended from September 2025 to December 12, 2025.

    🚨 For more details on both projects, be sure to visit the Project Memos category and check the Latest Post Block on the project page.

    🌻 Litha Sabbat Is Almost Here!

    Litha, the summer solstice, arrives on June 21-22, marking the peak of the sun’s power and the height of summer’s bloom. It’s a perfect time to honor light, growth, and transformation.

    ☀️Here’s what you can do:

    Refresh your altar with summer herbs, crystals, and symbols of fire and sun Make simple offerings like flowers, herbs, or even a small glass of water or wine.

    🍃Celebrate on a budget by spending time outside soaking up the sun or journaling your intentions.

    📥 If you work on the solstice, take a moment during breaks to light a candle, say an affirmation, or set an intention for the season.

    👁️ Keep an eye out for more posts and content focused on Litha, Lilith, solstice magic, and self-love as the day approaches.

    Speaking of Lilith A Little About her ayeee.

    Lilith’s energy is deeply tied to radical self-love, independence, and reclaiming power. You’ll see her influence woven through this Sabbat’s magic and the self-love spell bags dropping this season.

    🖊️ New Poems Are Here!

    Fresh releases include:

    The Moon Doesn’t Judge

    I Am The Echo

    And

    Top Surgery

    🚨 Stay tuned for more poems dropping soon.

    👏🏻 Info below on the spell bag I said was dropping this season and more

    🌸 Built for Blooming

    Self-Love Spell Bag Showcase

    This bag was built with intention and growth, for healing, for soft power that doesn’t need to explain itself. Made to carry you through the brightest part of the year and still hold you close in the darker ones.

    Each spell bag is a layered offering of gentle strength and self-adoration. Nestled in a pink bag with a white outer shell, it contains a handcrafted blend of crystal chips and herbs carefully chosen for confidence, inner balance, and protection of the heart.

    🔮 What’s Inside:

    Crystals:

    • 1 amethyst chip

    • 3 rose quartz chips

    Herbs + Additions:

    • Pink salt

    • Rosemary

    • Lavender

    • White willow bark

    • Lemongrass

    🔥 Energetic Focus:

    Self-worth that glows from within

    Softness with sharp edges

    Confidence like firelight

    A quiet bloom that never needs permission

    🌙 Care and Use:

    Recharge under full moonlight or strong sunlight every month.

    Keep in your purse, under your pillow, on your desk, in your car, or resting on your altar.

    🖤 Optional Lilith Note:

    For those called to radical self-love, defiance, and reclaiming the body on your terms… this bag holds space for Lilith’s fire too. She who never begged to be smaller.

    🛍️ [Available now – https://poeaxtry.etsy.com or DM/email for custom requests.]

    ✨ More Magic Now Available

    Alongside Built for Blooming, three other handcrafted spell bags have joined the lineup — each one with its own focused energy and enchantment. These bags are made with the same care and layered intention, blending herbs, crystals, and color work to support different spiritual needs:

    🌶️ Magnetic Attraction – 6 red bags

    Draw in heat, intensity, and lustful connection. For when you want to feel seen and sought after.

    🌿 Prosperity & Abundance – 8 green bags

    Plant seeds and watch your blessings multiply. A steady flow of grounded wealth and opportunities.

    🔥 Bonding Flame Spell – 4 red bags with black outer layer

    For passion with roots. Romantic fire meant to last. Bold love, loyal connection, deep craving.

    Each is available now. Custom combinations and requests are welcome just send a message or email. Do note each of these bags is limited. So, when they’re gone, they’re truly gone. If I recreate the exact same blend, it will be sold under the same name. If it’s a different mix made with similar intent, it will carry a new name or if the ingredients are almost identical we may call it 2.0 or something. It will be clearly marked as a remix or variation of the original. These are living spells, tied to the moment and what materials speak at the time.

    Allergy concerns? Though I do live in the moment and create with intent health concerns are obviously not something I take lightly. Please email me! I’ll get you the item you want minus your allergen or something else that fits your need and keeps you safe.

  • In the Heat I Become; A Litha Journal on Aliveness and Self Discovery

    In the Heat I Become; A Litha Journal on Aliveness and Self Discovery

    What parts of myself feel the most alive under the heat of summer

    It’s the version of me that comes out dripping in sweat. There is dirt under my nails. I hold a rock in my hand. It’s the me who forgets what time it is. I’ve been outside too long. I trace trails with my feet and stories with my eyes. Summer makes me reckless in a soft way. Not chaotic. Not destructive. Just free. The sun makes my skin hum. I feel more real when it’s hot enough to blur the edges of things.

    Water

    I come alive near water. In it. Around it. Listening to the hush and crash of it. Watching the way it sparkles and swallows light and tosses it back up. There’s a version of me that only shows up in July. A version that lets things slide more easily. That laughs more. That eats with bare hands. That lets sweat gather at the back of my neck and doesn’t try to hide it.

    Nature is Demanding

    I complain about the bugs and the heat but I think I like that too. The way nature demands I participate. I like having to move slower. To swat something away. To know I’m not the only thing alive out here.

    The dirt feels like home. The sun feels like a crown. Even when I’m tired. Even when I’m burned out. I am most myself under this fire. My body remembers how to trust itself. My breath gets bigger.

    I don’t just exist in summer. I live in it. I stretch. I bloom. I let the world see me without apology.

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  • When Do I Feel the Most Radiant?

    When Do I Feel the Most Radiant?


    Water

    There’s something about the water that makes me feel alive. I could be kayaking over a calm lake or swimming in the cool depths. Either way my skin tingles and my spirit lights up. Being in natural bodies of water strips away noise and lets me simply be radiant and free.

    Trees

    I feel that same glow in the trees. Sunlight filters through leaves. I breathe the forest air deep into my lungs. The mountains bring another kind of light. This light comes with each step on the trail. Sweat on my shirt and the ache of muscles pushing forward contribute to it.

    Camping

    The campsite, the crackling fire calling to something wild in me. Setting up the tent just right brings a quiet satisfaction, a small victory no matter how long it takes. When the day settles into night, holding a cup of hot tea and writing but, on my phone. Such a sacred moment. Here my thoughts shine brightest.

    These are the places and moments where I let my glow be seen. It’s not always sunshine and sparkle. Often, it’s the wildness of sweat and dirt. Sometimes, it’s the warmth of a fire. Other times, it’s the quiet of ink (digital ink) and tea. This is where I feel radiant, whole, and actually me.


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  • Showing Up Even When Nothing Feels Notable

    Showing Up Even When Nothing Feels Notable


    What notable things happened today?

    Today, I went to work.


    I posted like I had intended. I showed up.
    But if you ask me, what was notable?
    Honestly, nothing leaps out.

    Some days feel like that,


    when you do all the things, but nothing stands out as extraordinary.
    No big wins. No moments that make you want to shout.
    Just the steady grind.
    The invisible effort that keeps you moving towards a goal.

    It’s easy to overlook these days.
    To think they don’t matter.
    But showing up counts. Putting one foot in front of the other is its own victory.
    I know sometimes these days lead to you trying to convince yourself it isn’t worth it. It is still worth it, just so we both don’t forget.

    Highlight Reels and Real Life

    Notice the spelling of reel vs real?

    Not every day needs to be a highlight reel.
    Sometimes, the quiet persistence of survival, of continuing despite the weight of it all, is enough. Real life isn’t what you see all over the internet as a whole, typically.
    Let’s change that together.

    Real Work

    That’s the real work not the reel work.
    The unseen courage. The days you can’t get out because indies start smaller, if not solo, typically.
    You are running a DAMN machine! YOU GO!
    The strength is in just being you when the world expects fake polished shit.

    So today isn’t notable on paper, but it’s mine and yours.
    That matters.


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  • Honored and Heard: My Interview in Joyfully Wondrous; June 2025 by Magique Publishing

    Honored and Heard: My Interview in Joyfully Wondrous; June 2025 by Magique Publishing

    I’m deeply honored to share that my very first published interview is out now in the June 2025 issue of Joyfully Wondrous, a beautifully crafted magazine by Magique Publishing.

    Pages 49 through 50 feature a conversation where I open up about the intersections of my life as a trans man and a poet. How grief, empathy, and raw emotion fuel the poetry I create. How my identity shapes my voice. This interview is about the complex dance between the poetry, transgenderism, and nature and how I channel that into honest, resonant art.

    Poetry has always been a sanctuary for me. A place to release pain, explore identity, and connect with others through shared human experience. This feature gives me a platform to share that journey publicly for the first time.

    If you want to read more about how I’ve woven my life, loss, and transformation into poetry and to understand the ways transness shapes my artistic voice, please check out the full issue here and check out the awesome poetry published in this months issue here:

    ➡️ https://magiquepublishing.com/june-2025-joyfully-wondrous/

    Thank you to everyone who’s supported me on this path. This moment feels huge and I’m beyond grateful to Magique Publishing for this incredible opportunity.


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  • Litha Sabbat Guide: Fire & Bloom Altar, Rituals, and Self-Love Spell Bag Recharge

    Litha Sabbat Guide: Fire & Bloom Altar, Rituals, and Self-Love Spell Bag Recharge

    Litha: Fire and Bloom

    Your Ultimate Sabbat Resource 🌞🔥

    Welcome bright souls to Litha, the peak of summer and the fire festival honoring the sun at its strongest. Litha is also called Midsummer or the Summer Solstice. It marks the longest day of the year. This is when daylight reaches its height and begins to wane. Rooted in ancient pagan traditions, it celebrates the power of the sun, growth, fertility, and abundance.

    This guide will walk you through Litha’s origins and common celebrations. It covers altar setups, ceremonial ideas, and offerings. You will also find tips for recharging your self-love spell bag with the season’s vibrant energy.

    🔥 Origins and Meaning of Litha

    Litha traces back to many European pagan cultures including Celtic, Germanic, and Slavic peoples. It was a sacred turning point in the Wheel of the Year. It symbolized the sun god at his strongest and the earth abundant with life. Bonfires were lit to honor the sun and keep away dark spirits. People celebrated fertility, protection, and the balance between light and dark.

    Today, many witches and pagans honor Litha as a time of joy, illumination, and gratitude for nature’s gifts.

    🌿 Common Litha Celebrations and Traditions

    Bonfires and Fire Rituals:
    Lighting fire symbolizes the sun’s power and cleansing energy.

    Dancing and Singing:
    These communal celebrations often include music, dance, and storytelling around fires.

    Gathering Herbs and Flowers:
    Flowers like St. John’s Wort, yarrow, and daisies are collected for magic and medicine

    Altar Swaps:
    Refresh your altar with bright colors (yellow, gold, orange, red) and sun symbols such as sunflowers or sun wheels

    Feasting:
    Seasonal foods including fresh fruits, grains, and honey are shared

    Offerings: Leaving out bread, wine, honey, or flowers for spirits and ancestors to honor their guidance and presence

    🔥 Building Your Litha Altar

    Set up an altar that radiates the sun’s energy and the fullness of summer:

    Colors:
    Gold, yellow, orange, red

    Candles:
    Beeswax or yellow candles to represent sunlight

    Herbs:
    Calendula, lemongrass, lavender, St. John’s Wort

    Crystals:
    Citrine, amber, sunstone, tiger’s eye

    Symbols:
    Sunflowers, sun wheels, fire symbols, shells (for the water balance)

    Offerings:
    Fresh fruit, honey, nuts, flowers, herbal teas

    🌞 Honoring the Sun and Ancestors

    Use Litha to express gratitude to the sun’s life-giving energy and to honor ancestors who guide and protect:

    Light a candle or bonfire in their memory Leave offerings on your altar or outside in nature Write a letter to an ancestor or spirit and burn it safely to release intentions or messages

    💖 Recharging Your Self-Love Spell Bag for Litha

    The powerful sun energy at Litha makes this a perfect time to refresh your self-love spell bag:

    Place your spell bag in direct sunlight for at least an hour to charge it with vibrant energy Speak or meditate on your intentions for self-love, confidence, and inner strength Optionally, leave the bag under the full moon the next night for balance and calm Keep the spell bag with you throughout the day in your purse, car, desk, or pillowcase to carry the sun’s warmth and self-love energy with you

    Lilith’s Fierce Self Love at Litha 🔥🖤

    Alongside the blazing sun of Litha, we honor Lilith. She is the primal and powerful feminine force of independence. Lilith embodies courage and unapologetic self-love. Lilith reminds us that true self-love is not always soft, sometimes it’s fierce boundary setting and wild.

    At Litha as the sun reaches its peak strength call on Lilith’s energy to:

    • Reclaim your personal power and autonomy

    • Embrace your shadow self without shame or fear

    • Set bold boundaries in love and life

    • Celebrate your wild untamed spirit

    You can add a small symbol or image representing Lilith to your altar. This could be something like a crescent moon or a black rose. Additionally, include her in your self love intentions as you recharge your spell bag. This is a time to love yourself fully light and shadow alike.

    ✨ May your light shine bright this Litha and your heart bloom with love and power.

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  • What I’m Passionate About – Writing, Justice, Nature, and Voice

    What I’m Passionate About – Writing, Justice, Nature, and Voice


    What are you passionate about?

    I’m passionate about all minorities having equal rights and opportunities. I feel no one should be silenced, ignored, or erased just for existing. My mom raised me to speak up for those who can’t always do so. That’s something sacred to me: being a voice when silence is survival.

    I’m deeply connected to nature and spirituality; both ground me, challenge me, and remind me who I am. There’s a magic in the way the earth holds us without asking for anything but care in return.

    Writing is my lifeline. I aspire to paint with words the way artists do with color raw, vibrant, and honest. Every piece I write, I hope it hits deep and leaves a mark. I want people to feel seen in the lines I bleed out.

    I’m passionate about ending the war on drugs. I advocate for legal weed, and harm-reduction over 100% sobriety. Determined to tear down the systems that punish addictions instead of healing them. Police reform isn’t just a wish, it’s a necessity. Too many lives have been lost to injustice and too many voices drowned out by sirens and systems. I want better. I won’t stop fighting for better.


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  • StoneHiking Journal – Glenford Fort Preserve

    StoneHiking Journal – Glenford Fort Preserve


    The road and dead grass you walk up in the blistering heat to the actual trail head

    🕔 Entry time: 5:17 PM

    2 miles. 86 degrees. No lighter. Just two blunts and no flame. Thanks to My pee brain of course I’d forget that part.

    Tree view Looking up
    A crisp fungi turned brown from a white color surrounded by dead leaves

    It was me, my work bestie, and my dog. There was also a not-even-two-year-old who baby-ran the whole damn trail. She ran like she was on a personal mission from the earth.

    We went to Glenford Fort Preserve. It’s a sacred hilltop rooted in Native history. A 2,000-year-old Hopewell earthwork with a mile-long stone wall and a mound in the center. You don’t need a sign to know it’s ancient. You can feel it in your ribs.

    We weren’t loud. Just there. The land didn’t ask us to be anything else.

    There were giant rock formations the size of houses. Some had trees growing out the top like they’d been there since the beginning. Everything was mossy and green even though it hadn’t rained. Dry but not dead dry. One part of the trail was randomly soaking wet. Caught me off guard. Like drinking a Sprite thinking it’s Diet Coke. When you reach for your partners cup holder on accident… jolt.

    Luna the Red-nosed American pit tongue out on the train with her blue collar and black leash
    The rock formations at Glenford Fort Preserve

    I bent down to flick a tick off my leg. I found a druzy quartz between my feet. It was stuck in orange stone. A little shimmer just chilling there like it had been waiting. So I picked it up. Quietly. It felt right.

    No Lighter One Job!

    Seven waters. One backpack. A toddler, a dog, two adults stoned off nothing but vibes, and a trail that felt older than language.

    I forgot the lighter in the car. We had no fire. Just movement. Sweat. A baby who refused to slow down.

    Cool eroded rock formations at Glenford Fort Preserve in Central Ohio

    And the whole time, I kept thinking about the people who built that place. Who gathered there. Who shaped stone on purpose. Who climbed that hill before it had a name.

    a very large orange mushroom top view growing in green moss and brown leaves

    This hike wasn’t for me. It was for them.

    In the wind

    in the trees

    in the ancient feel of the worn fortress stone

    I felt them.

    We stepped soft.

    I hope it was enough.

    A field of green grass & yellow and white daisies

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