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  • Second Fossil Hunt at Fossil Park, Ohio – Found a Heart-Shaped Fossil Rock

    Second Fossil Hunt at Fossil Park, Ohio – Found a Heart-Shaped Fossil Rock

    Fossil Park – Sylvania, Ohio

    Sign at Sylvania, Ohio Fossil park to help identify fossils you find!
    Fossil identification sign

    Second visit in 8 days / brought a friend this time

    Back again, second time in just over a week. I didn’t plan on becoming someone who returns to the same place so soon, but here I am. Fossil Park’s got a hold on me, apparently.

    This time I brought a friend. They’d never been either, and she didn’t know what to look for, what was real, what was just rock. Same as me the first time, honestly. But where I was breaking apart crumbly layers of mud and shale, they were out there going at full boulders like a one-person demolition crew. I looked over at one point and they were dead-serious trying to crack open a rock the size of a car battery. I told them, “You’re working too hard. You look for these.” And I handed her some shale. Eventually she caught on, just as I had. As for me? I found a rock shaped like a heart. That’s already a good day.

    Slyvania, Ohio water tower
    The water tower that marks the parking lot

    But this one had fossils stretched across the surface… tiny patterns and lines like pressed flowers, just petrified. It’s rough, imperfect, and absolutely getting added to the little collection I’ve been building for my fiancé. I always keep heart-shaped rocks for them. This one just happens to be 375 million years old and covered in dead sea life. Felt right.

    We took our time heading back. Talked. Wandered. Didn’t even feel rushed. That’s two visits now, and I’m already thinking about the third. Might be soon.

    Large fossil marking the entrance to Fossil parks quarry
    Large fossil at entrance

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  • Stephen King and the Horror of Ableism: When Disabled Women Are the Monsters

    Stephen King and the Horror of Ableism: When Disabled Women Are the Monsters

    Stephen King is undoubtedly one of the most prolific and influential authors in modern horror literature, but his depiction of disabled women often falls into troubling patterns that reinforce damaging stereotypes. In particular, the characters Annie Wilkes from Misery and Jesse from Gerald’s Game illustrate how King’s narratives tend to frame disabled women either as violent threats or tragic victims, a portrayal that not only simplifies disability but also perpetuates societal stigma.

    In Misery, Annie Wilkes is introduced as a physically disabled former nurse who rescues author Paul Sheldon after a car accident. However, as the story unfolds, Annie’s disability becomes closely intertwined with her erratic and dangerous behavior. She kidnaps Paul, holding him captive and subjecting him to physical and psychological torture. The character’s violent instability is amplified by her disability, which reinforces the harmful trope of the disabled individual as inherently unstable or dangerous. This representation can contribute to real-world prejudices by implying that disability is connected to unpredictability and violence, rather than portraying Annie as a complex person shaped by many factors beyond her physical condition.

    On the other hand, Gerald’s Game presents Jesse, a woman who becomes physically disabled after a traumatic event—a bondage game with her husband that goes wrong, leaving her handcuffed and stranded in a remote location. Jesse’s character is depicted with more psychological nuance as she battles not only her physical limitations but also her history of trauma and abuse. While this portrayal gives insight into the emotional and mental struggles tied to disability, it still frames disability largely through the lens of suffering and victimhood. Jesse’s survival story is powerful, but King’s focus on trauma risks reducing her disability to a symbol of pain rather than allowing for a broader, more empowering representation.

    Fact 1: Studies of disability in media highlight that disabled women are often confined to narratives of victimization or menace. Annie Wilkes’s violent actions in Misery and Jesse’s vulnerable predicament in Gerald’s Game both echo these patterns, emphasizing danger or helplessness as defining traits.

    Fact 2: These portrayals perpetuate social stigma against disabled women by framing their identities through extremes of fear or pity, limiting public understanding and empathy for their real-life experiences.

    King’s depictions mirror broader issues within popular culture, where disability is frequently sensationalized or used as a shorthand for horror and tragedy. This oversimplification overlooks the complexity and diversity of disabled individuals’ lives and fails to challenge the biases that continue to marginalize disabled women.

    Furthermore, the cultural impact of King’s storytelling is significant because of his vast audience and influence. When such stereotypes go unchallenged, they reinforce misconceptions and contribute to the social exclusion of disabled people. It is essential for media creators and consumers alike to critically analyze these portrayals and advocate for stories that present disabled women as fully realized individuals with agency beyond their disabilities.

    Adding to this complexity is the inequity in whose perspectives are valued when discussing disability. Disabled creators and activists who critique harmful portrayals are often dismissed or labeled as “dramatic” or “attention-seeking,” while mainstream authors like King receive less scrutiny. This double standard highlights ongoing challenges in elevating marginalized voices and underscores the importance of amplifying authentic narratives from disabled women themselves.

    By addressing these issues openly, readers and creators can push for more accurate and empathetic representations in literature and media, helping to dismantle stigma and foster a culture of inclusion.

    Have you noticed these instances in work from “the king” of horror? Do you also see the ugliness they perpetrate?

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  • Still Growing: How I’d Describe Myself, Honestly

    Still Growing: How I’d Describe Myself, Honestly

    How would you describe yourself to someone?

    Describing yourself to someone else isn’t always easy and especially when you’re made of a million pieces. Some are polished like my tumbled stones and some still lost in stage’s in-between. Some of my pieces sit quietly. Though, most are able to be heard well before being seen. If you really want to know me, here’s what I’d say:

    I’m a transgender man, a poet and a brother. I am someone who’s lived more lives than years and still chooses love every time. I’m a little wild around the edges but hold a huge interests is things bigger than myself. I’m the kind of person who sees beauty in broken things and meaning in the mundane. A rockhound, literally and metaphorically speaking. I find clarity in chaos and treasures in the dirt. I’ve always found peace in nature’s small wonders, whether it’s a strange fossil in a ohio, a waterfall along the road in North Carolina, a field of wildflowers, or the hush of a quiet morning with no one around.

    I’m a pet dad and an animal lover through and through. My heart stays full because of the furry ones that trust me to protect and care for them. I’m a fiancé, a son, a momma’s boy in every way that matters, and someone who’s learned how to carry a big heart inside even bigger walls. They exist not to keep people out forever, but to make sure what comes in is real and worthy.

    I work as an STNA in Ohio. It’s an honest job that reminds me daily of the fragility and strength of being human. I’m queer and neurodivergent, which means I see the world differently in many ways. Sometimes my thoughts drift, sometimes I hyperfocus, sometimes I forget where I was going mid-sentence. I call it my squirrel, but I always circle back to what matters. I’m easily amused, deeply emotional, and hard to knock down for good.

    I call it like I see it. And I know I am one hundred percent not for everyone. I don’t lie about who I am. I’ve survived abuse, addiction, mental illness, and more than my fair share of days that almost ended me. And yet I’m still here still as ever curious, still kicking, and still kayaking down rivers like they owe me answers. I’ve always loved a little danger, a little chaos, and a lot of loudness. Pop-punk is home for me: shouty lyrics, raw feelings, and the unapologetic right to feel everything too much.

    I’m an activist, not because it’s trendy, but because silence has never saved anybody. I believe in showing up for all people, for justice, for love, especially if it’s hard. I support human rights because mine have been denied, delayed, and debated too many times not to.

    And above all else, I’m a human being. I am not a checklist of identities or a walking experience for others to analyze. Just a person doing his best with what life’s handed him. I laugh, I mess up, I start over, I love hard, and sometimes I fall apart. The best part? I keep showing up. And I hope that counts for something. I will always.

    So, how would I describe myself? I’m someone still in motion. I am actively making space in a world that wasn’t built for people like me, but damn sure isn’t ready for what I bring to the table either. I’m full of contradictions, full of love, and full of fight. And if you don’t get it… well, keep it cute, or put it on mute.

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  • L-G-B BIGOT: You Can’t Remove the T from Bigot—Or the Stain It Leaves Behind

    L-G-B BIGOT: You Can’t Remove the T from Bigot—Or the Stain It Leaves Behind

    This post was prompted by a Substack account literally named “LGBWithoutTheT.”

    I wasn’t going to say anything. Then I remembered who threw the first brick. People quickly forget the hands that built their liberation.

    Consider this a journal entry, a call-out, and a refusal to be erased.

    And for the ones who keep trying to correct me about Marsha P. Johnson. Yes, she was a drag queen. But don’t weaponize that title to strip her of her womanhood or her role in our lineage. You say it like it means she wasn’t trans, like that disqualifies her from this fight.

    Let me remind you: they didn’t make names for us back then. We weren’t supposed to exist, they lumped us in boxes for sexual orientations and forgot about gender. So excuse her for only fitting in the box allotted.

    They didn’t have the language because they didn’t want us to exist. DUH! They could no longer deny the “sexual orientation” aspect. That is why we always fight together. Yet, some still find it hard to see how we ended up together.

    It is erasure in eyeliner and eyeliner in erasure.

    – That Tranny Axton

    You really think they were out here making neat little identity labels for people they were trying to erase entirely? They shoved us in boxes with the rest of the “undesirables” called us faggots, trannies, freaks, perverts, criminals, and left it at that. We weren’t given nuance because they weren’t interested in letting us live long enough to need it.

    They forced us into the same box as the cis gay and lesbian community. Even then, we still fought for you. We stood beside you when no one else would. We understood oppression, and still do. I, for one, know how it moves, how it mutates, how it devours the most vulnerable first.

    Still, when it’s time to return that solidarity, a lot of you disappear. You go quiet. Or worse, you join in.

    I don’t see many of you showing up when it actually counts… not even for yourselves…. When there’s no parade, no post, no performance, and nothing in it for you. That’s the difference between LGBT & queer, we show up for others you all just show up for beer.

    And to be clear, this isn’t an attack on the LGB community as a whole. I do know most of y’all aren’t the ones trying to cut the T off the end of the alphabet. However, bisexual folks have also been erased, belittled, and pushed out of both straight and queer spaces. You know the feeling of being treated like a phase. You understand when you’re seen as a joke. It’s familiar to be considered a threat to the comfort of others. So please consider that when you are transphobic.

    This is about the ones who align themselves with exclusion once it starts to advantage them. The ones who climb out of the struggle and turn around to shut the door behind them. It’s not about whom you’re attracted to but, who you’re willing to throw under the bus. Sadly, to feel more palatable to people who never wanted any of us around in the first place. Remember that before you try to put your boots on our necks.

    The “LGB without the T” movement is not only a slap in the face. You spit on the memory of our history. Look! There goes the ungrateful child pretending to have raised themselves. We know whose hand was held through the storm. We saw who clothed, fed, and got them safely to where they stand now. It’s galling. The way some cisgender community members will proudly wave rainbow flags and say “We’re finally free.” Wholeheartedly, leaving behind the people who took the first swing at their oppressors. It is cowardice dressed up as “purity politics.” It is erasure in eyeliner and eyeliner in erasure.

    You do not get to rewrite history because you’re uncomfortable with the mirror trans people hold up to your face. Marsha P. Johnson, a Black transgender woman, was on the front lines at Stonewall. And not to become a sanitized footnote in your cis-centric, whitewashed retelling. Sylvia Rivera, a Latina trans woman, was screamed at and booed by cis gays when she dared to stand onstage. She told them the truth: trans people were dying while they were sipping cocktails in their freshly legal bars.

    The first bricks thrown at Stonewall weren’t chucked by some white suburban gay couple who just wanted to get married. ALso not sorry we never wanted to blend in. They were thrown by trans women of color, by drag queens, by homeless youth, the “too political,” and “too much.” Your comfort was built on our chaos. Your legal rights were carved out of our blood. The very idea of “Pride” was born from our refusal to die quietly. You do not get to inherit our revolution and then evict us from it.

    It’s not just historical revision, it’s betrayal. Newsflash, it’s not new. The movement gets close to acceptance, cis LGB folks try to cut the T loose. Like we’re some inconvenient asterisk instead of the architects of your liberation. You wanted our rage when it was marketable and our defiance when it made you feel brave. Yet, now you don’t want our truth when it challenges your false comfort. You want our fashion, our language, our style, our slang, but not our struggle.

    Let’s be honest, a lot of you didn’t just forget us. You actively turned your backs. You watched the same system that once crushed you now turn on us, and you looked away. You even joined in, parroting right-wing points like “biological reality” or “just protecting the children.” Without the slightest trace of irony. As if they won’t come for you next. As if they didn’t already.

    You try to frame this as a boundary, some protective line drawn around “just LGB issues.” But how can you talk about queerness and not talk about gender? Do you think homophobia just pops up in a vacuum? Don’t you see how much of it is rooted in the fear of people who deviate from gender norms? Effeminate men, masculine women, people who don’t “perform” their gender in a way that straight society deems appropriate? The line between “too gay” and “too trans” is razor-thin and violently enforced. You think they only care who you sleep with, but they care how you walk, talk, and dress. How you take up THEIR space.

    And let’s not even pretend this movement is about safety. Nothing makes a space safer than removing the people who’ve been targeted the most, right? Trans people are not the danger. We are the canaries in the coal mine. When our rights start to fall, yours are already next in line. If you think throwing us under the bus will delay the fascists at your door… wrong and next are both words describing you.

    So let me say it plain, in a way even the “respectability gays” can’t misinterpret:

    You did not build this alone.
    You do not get to gatekeep the house we all bled to build.
    And you sure as hell don’t get to evict us and redecorate in rainbow pastels.

    You are not the only letters that matter. They never were. You only got here because of the ones you now try to cut off the end like a typo. But we are not a mistake. We are not your footnote. We are the reason you get to pretend that’s your flag in the first place.

    So if you’re uncomfortable, GOOD. That’s fine. Be uncomfortable. Sit with it. But don’t you dare rewrite the story, and don’t you dare call it unity when you mean uniformity.

    Keep it cute. Put it on mute.
    Or better yet, keep it honest. Remember who threw the first brick so you could afford to forget it.

    This isn’t a debate. It’s a reckoning.

    To every trans person reading this: we were never the problem. We are the reason there’s anything to celebrate at all.

    To the LGB folks cutting us out:

    You can’t take the T out of bigot.

    And you sure as hell can’t scrub away the stain it leaves behind.

  • “Stealth Safety” A Poem on Identity, Privilege, and Resilience

    “Stealth Safety” A Poem on Identity, Privilege, and Resilience


    Being seen as a man, only until they learn I’m trans, is a violent erasure. It strips transgender men of adulthood, manhood, and safety! All in the same swift breath. This poem, “Stealth Safety,” explores what it means to “pass.” Then to be treated differently the moment you’re not assumed cisgender. Stealth doesn’t equal safety. Don’t forget, some of us never wanted to be seen as cis. Nor are we granted the privilege of being left alone. Others of us refuse to stay silent when the temperature changes.


    An original poem by: Axton N.O. Mitchell 9/23/2025

    “Stealth Safety”

    I am a transgender man.

    That one little fact makes men

    who see non-men as less than them…

    See me as

    less than them…

    Tell me how in the hell can you

    sincerely say

    “I am not treated any differently

    than a privileged white boy.”

    God forbid 

    you 

    call me a man.

    Your inability to see me,

    or the bigger picture when it comes

    to intersectionality…

     to Identity.

    Is your own burden to 

    tote. 

    Empathy has always been  free! 

    You may be blind…

    That doesn’t make my 

    experiences

    in life any less than 

     reality!

    Passing does not mean free of bigotry. 

    Safety for me, living

    S

    T

    E

    A

    L

    T

    H

    doesn’t provide the same

    for everyone else. 

    I could never be

    the quiet guy in the back,

    sitting in safety never trying,

    to stop the “attack”

    Passing 

    is NOT the one

    Valid thing in transition. 

    Your Cis-tem doesn’t define 

    shit for trans identity. 


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  • Reflecting

    Reflecting

    Reflecting is a deeply personal poem that journeys through heartbreak, growth, healing, and looking back. This piece is an honest transformation from sadness to strength. Making it relatable to anyone thinking this heartache will do them in. Perfect for fans of authentic, introspective poetry and those seeking comfort through words. Available now in my first collection, “Beginnings and Endings.” Gumroad & Payhip Etsy & Amazon


    “Reflecting”

    In your bed with you
    (which was actually mine, but never mind)

    Feeling alone with you
    (probably because I was more alone than ever) 

    always a fight with us
    (which was really you gaslighting me, but what do I know) 

    Nothing’s ever right with us
    (nothing was ever good enough for you, not even the moon). 

    What’s going on with us?
    (this was your game of cat and mouse.) 

    want to lay down
    (killing my energy for your own enjoyment) 

    Want to feel your love
    (the effects of life without care) 

    Lust to feel your touch
    (you keep it away so I wouldn’t realize I didn’t need it) 

    But what is going on with us?
    (your narc spiral around and around) 

    If I could rewind to a time where you were sure
    (I wouldn’t; now please fast-forward) 

    I’d be there in an instant
    (not now, not ever). 

    I don’t like the distance in this California king
    (I bought a smaller one; now it is fine)

    Our dreams turn to unseen things
    (my self-consciousness was onto you the whole time). 

    What’s going on with us?
    (You need another break? Oh, you just want to go on another date. 

    Are you done with me?
    (the answer I learned was no, you will never be.) 

    Can’t you see?
    (I’m done and leaving. No contact) 

    You can’t be you and I can’t be me without connection in between.
    (you wanted me to feel this way, so I would never escape.)


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  • If I Won 2 Free Plane Tickets: Straight to Sydney, Baby

    If I Won 2 Free Plane Tickets: Straight to Sydney, Baby


    If you won two free plane tickets, where would you go?

    Sydney, Australia.

    Because I wanna see the Great Barrier Reef in person before it’s just a footnote in history.

    Exploring the outback.

    Exploring the outback, where the ground looks like Mars and the sky’s a painting.

    Adventures through the outback, where every rock hides a fossil, a geode, or a mildly venomous surprise.

    In the outback, where I can spot emus, cassowaries, and kangaroos. Though, they might square up like it’s Fight Club: Marsupial Edition.

    Wondering the outback, because I want to walk where Aboriginal stories were carved into stone thousands of years ago.

    Exploring the outback offers unique experiences. I might see a bush fire glow in the distance. A koala chilling in eucalyptus. I would probably come across a meteor crater I wasn’t expecting.

    Oh to explore the outback. Discovering the lush Daintree Rainforest. Just think to visit the Twelve Apostles along the Great Ocean Road. Don’t miss the Blue Mountains near Sydney.

    Exploring beaches, ones that are wild and empty and perfect for screaming existential thoughts into the surf.

    Exploring tide pools is fascinating. So is exploring reef flats. at least I imagine so. Those gnarly rock formations look like they were made by a fantasy game designer.

    We are exploring the coastline. We hope to see a reef shark or a sea turtle. Maybe we will spot a saltwater crocodile (from a safe-ass distance, obviously).

    Did I mention exploring yet? And beaches? And reptiles?

    Oh yeah and “the dingo ate my baby” (too soon? Come on I was not even alive when that happened).

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  • Quentin Tarantino’s Use of the N-Word Isn’t “Edgy”—It’s Exploitation

    Quentin Tarantino’s Use of the N-Word Isn’t “Edgy”—It’s Exploitation

    Let’s not pretend this is new. Quentin Tarantino has a long and well-documented history of using the n-word in his films. But what makes his case especially disturbing isn’t just the frequency of its appearance. It’s that he casts himself to say it.

    This isn’t incidental. It’s not some “gritty realism” or “necessary evil” in the name of authenticity. Tarantino doesn’t just write scripts where racial slurs. He inserts himself as the mouthpiece for them. The industry then claps for it.

    Over and over, in movie after movie, he writes the word, directs the scene, walks on camera, and delivers it. Full control, full authorship, full power. This isn’t a creative accident. It’s a pattern and a choice.

    Take Pulp Fiction. He plays Jimmie, a white man. Jimmie casually spits the n-word while discussing a dead Black man in his garage. There is no reason this scene needed to include that word. There is certainly no reason Tarantino had to be the one saying it. He’s the writer. He’s made any choice. Not only that, but he chose that.

    People have called this out many times. They include critics, scholars, Black viewers, and even fellow filmmakers. Yet, the industry still refuses to hold him accountable. Instead, they’ve labeled him “a provocateur,” a “visionary,” a “master of raw dialogue.”

    What does it say that a white man can repeatedly use anti-Black slurs in entertainment? He profits from it all while Black creators constantly have to justify even showing their pain.

    This Isn’t About One Word. It’s About Control.

    Tarantino’s use of racial slurs isn’t about storytelling. It’s about power.

    White filmmakers like him write themselves into roles that allow them to say the n-word on screen. They’re not pushing boundaries. They’re reinforcing a long history of white ownership over Black narratives. It’s voyeuristic at best, violent at worst.

    This dynamic isn’t limited to Tarantino, but his case is one of the most egregious. He profits from Black trauma. He peppers his scripts with the aesthetics of Blackness by using slang, music, and cultural references. He even includes entire character archetypes. Then he centers himself and other white people in the telling.

    Even Django Unchained, which they say features a Black hero, focuses largely on white characters during its runtime. These include white saviors, white villains, and white storytellers. And again, the n-word appears more than 100 times. It’s everywhere. Gratuitous. Heavy-handed. But in interviews, Tarantino defends it as “truthful” or “necessary.”

    Truthful to what? Necessary for whom?

    You don’t get to use realism as a shield when you’re writing the fiction yourself.

    When bipoc tell their Stories, they are silenced. When He Tells Them, He’s celebrated.

    Here’s the part that stings the most. A project by a Black or Indigenous filmmaker with the same level of graphic violence would contain racial slurs. It would include cultural trauma similar to Tarantino’s films. Such a project would be torn apart in the press. Their project would include racial slurs. It would also involve cultural trauma, similar to Tarantino’s films.

    They’d be accused of exploiting pain. Of playing the victim. Of being too angry. They are told their stories are “too much” or “not universal enough.” The same people who praise Tarantino’s “grit” would call others “divisive.” Or worse yet, “irrelevant.”

    When minorities create art rooted in our reality, they call it trauma porn. When he does it, they hand him awards.

    Black creators have to walk a razor-thin line. They balance honest expression with marketability. They tone police themselves at every turn just to be taken seriously. Meanwhile, Tarantino gets to waltz into the conversation, drop the n-word a dozen times, and get called authentic.

    That is the very definition of privilege.

    It’s Time We Say It Plain.

    This isn’t about whether Quentin Tarantino is “racist” in the most obvious sense. This is about who gets to tell stories and what they get praised or punished for.

    Many people of color hesitate to share their own experiences with racism. It’s because minorities know how these experiences will be received. We’ve all as minorities have seen it too many times. We are labeled attention-seeking. Dramatic. Angry. Bitter. Especially those of us whose difference is their race.

    Meanwhile, a white man says the n-word on screen, over and over again. Sometimes, he does this while laughing about a corpse. Other times, it happens while playing slave masters, and the media calls it brave.

    They say it’s bold. They say it’s raw. Worse by far is them say it’s “grit.”

    Let’s say what it really is: exploitation.

    And let’s stop pretending it’s anything less.

    So if you’re a fan of his work, and you’re willing to say why, please enlighten me. If you’re one of the same standpoint as me, please add anything to your comment. Mention anything you see that he does that accompanies his racism in writing and directing.

  • Breaking Rocks in the heat, a fossil dig, that nearly-did me in.

    Breaking Rocks in the heat, a fossil dig, that nearly-did me in.

    Sylvania Ohio water tower, blue skys, and white clouds
    The water tower from the parking lot

    I went up to Monroe, Michigan the other day. Let’s be real, their prices are cheaper. It’s legal in both Ohio and Michigan. So, who gives a fuck? I’d been meaning to combine one of these trips with a fossil stop. A few weeks ago, it hit me. Fossil Park in Sylvania, Ohio is only like a half-hour away. It is right on my way home. Easy win, right?

    And yeah, even with the gas prices up in the USA (thanks Trump for lowering them NOT). In Michigan, it’s still cheaper, and way more worth it. Even considering, the closest Ohio one is right around the corner from my house. The THC is weak, the taxes are wild, and they’re trying to take half your soul in regulation fees. Fuck Ohio.

    I was hoping to finally catch Lake Huron on this run. I thought the ride back wasn’t going to be that long. Then I actually looked at the apple map. Curious to see the distance just from Port Huron to my place. It slapped me in the face with a full five-hour drive. So Huron’s getting bumped to a future trip.

    Instead, I shifted gears and headed to Fossil Park. I’m really glad I did. All things considered, I really need to make sure I have an inhaler with me at all times!

    Fossil Park isn’t a “hike” in the usual sense. It isn’t a forest, no huge trail, no hills, no beautiful waterfalls, or views. It’s a designated fossil dig zone. This area is set up with trucked-in Silica Shale, which is a layered rock that splits into sheets. It is not the crumbly mud ball I had in my head. I spent the first hour breaking up clay blobs. A dumb ass, sweating and squinting at my phone trying to figure out what shale actually looks like. To save you the same time I wasted, here’s a little Spoiler: it’s the flat, flaky, grayish rock. You’re welcome.

    There’s a fenced-in quarry where the actual digging happens. You’re only allowed to collect fossils within that enclosed space, not just anywhere in the park. Let’s follow the rules. We should use the provided trash cans. Do not bring tools (rock hammers and such). Follow whatever else they ask. So we can work to keep the cool free things cool and free!

    Metal sign with Fossil Identification, QR codes, & information
    Photo showing most of the poster type signs near sitting areas in the quarry

    They’ve got:

    Picnic tables and with covers used as shaded spots around the quarry. The shaded covers have metal posters showing all the fossils you can find. This is super helpful if you can see your phone. It’s not too bright to see or so hot you can’t touch it. If you can see your phone, there’s a QR code on the poster also. You can it scan and learn more. There’s a big-ass water tower, pretty much in the parking lot. Which is a cool thing to use to know you’re at the right spot.

    If you’re wondering about trails, yes! And, it’s definitely not just a fenced-off fossil pit, either. The actual dig site is enclosed. The whole area has more going on. There is a network of smaller trails that connect to Sylvan Prairie Park and Pacesetter Park. I could never climb these. There is a climbing area with three multi-sided towers near the parking area. Next to it is a large covered picnic shelter just outside the dig zone. It’s certainly a spot where you can make an entire afternoon out of it! Even if you don’t spend all six hours baking in shale like I did.

    Axton stand's on top of climbable rock wall while his friend is stuck on the side

    So I totally ended up back here FOUR times since this trip! I made it up the wall ALSO!!!
    Climbing

    Here’s what you can expect to find in that Devonian Silica Shale:

    Trilobites (rare but incredible)

    Brachiopods (look like seashells but aren’t)

    Bryozoans (coral-like, colonial creatures)

    Crinoids (those segmented stem fossils)

    Gastropods (ancient snail-like shells)

    Horn corals (singular coral fossils, horn-shaped)

    I managed to grab a decent variety. Though, I forgot my bucket or even a bag. Alas, I must go back for more!

    The near-death experience I mentioned:

    I got there before noon, thinking I’d stay for “a little while.” Next thing I know, it’s after 6 p.m., my entire outfit was soaked through with sweat. I then notice I’m on the verge of either a heat stroke or an asthma attack. It was 104 degrees out. I didn’t even realize how bad it was. I tried to walk two minutes back to my car. Honestly, I had to keep stopping to breathe. Or sit. Took me forever. Not fun. Hydrate, people. This is how you die. Alone. Fossils in your pocket.

    Even though it wasn’t a traditional hike, for me. Fossil Park earns its place in this journal. I’m sure I’ll have to go back to see the trails. I also want to see more fossils! I said that like Mr. Crocker from The Fairly Odd Parents when he’s yelling “fairy godparents.” It’s outdoors. It’s a hands-on experience. It’s a rare chance to pull 375 million-year-old fossils out of the ground with your bare hands. If you’re anywhere near Toledo, Monroe, or heading East from Michigan into Ohio, it’s an easy and rewarding detour.

    Huge fossil death plate marking the quarry entrance
    Very large fossil near the entrance
  • What Do Angel Numbers Really Mean? Ancient Roots Revealed.

    What Do Angel Numbers Really Mean? Ancient Roots Revealed.

    Have You Seen Repeating Numbers? Unlock the Secrets of Angel Numbers.

    You know the feeling? I know I do. I’ll glance at the clock and see 11:11. Then I notice my receipt total is $22.22, or I catch license plates with repeating digits like 333 or 444. These number sequences catch our eyes for a reason. Many call them “angel numbers,” thought to be spiritual messages guiding us in life’s twists and turns. Though the term angel numbers is newer, the thought behind them has almost always been around.

    Where did this idea come from? What do these numbers really mean? We’re going on a trip in our favorite rocket ship. We will travel through time and explore spirituality. Our goal is to uncover the ancient roots and modern interpretations behind these mysterious sequences. I’ll also tell you how you can use them as tools to deepen your intuition.

    A long long time ago way before any one heard of “angel numbers”. Numbers were seen as sacred and powerful. One of the earliest people to come up with this idea was Pythagoras. He was the Greek philosopher and mathematician who lived over 2,500 years ago. To Pythagoras and his followers, numbers were not just symbols or tools. But they were the very essence of reality itself.


    Each single digit from one through nine held its own unique vibration and meaning:

    1 stood for unity, beginnings, and leadership. This is the spark of creation. 2 symbolized balance, partnership, and cooperation. 3 was about creativity, expression, and joy. 4 represented stability, order, and hard work. 5 brought freedom, change, and adventure. 6 carried harmony, responsibility, and nurturing energy. 7 invoked spirituality, wisdom, and introspection. 8 embodied power, abundance, and success. 9 stood for completion, compassion, and universal love.

    This wasn’t just a Greek idea, though. Ancient cultures like the Babylonians and Egyptians believed numbers had mystical qualities. They connected numbers to the divine order of the universe. Across time and place, numbers served as bridges between the physical world and the unseen spiritual realm.

    Fast-forward all the way to the current day, aka late 20th century. The concept of seeing repeating numbers as messages took on a new name and form, angel numbers. We can thank Doreen Virtue, a spiritual teacher and author, for this term. She coined the term “angel numbers” to describe sequences like 111, 222, or 555. She interpreted them as specific messages from angels or spiritual guides. These messages are meant to help us navigate life.


    Virtue’s angel numbers often carry themes like the ancient meanings but framed as divine guidance:

    111 signals new beginnings and alignment with your highest thoughts. 222 encourages faith, balance, and trust in divine timing. 333 reminds you that ascended masters are near, offering support. 444 signifies protection and stability angels are watching over you. 555 signals big changes and transformation ahead. 666 asks you to realign your focus toward spiritual growth over material concerns. 777 marks spiritual awakening and divine guidance. 888 promises abundance and prosperity. 999 heralds completion and preparation for new cycles.

    Let’s get weird. Oh, no, that’s Ronnie from Jersey shore.. Oops. Anyway, this is interesting. When we look at Pythagoras’s ancient meanings for the single digits, we see many instances of beautiful overlap. We also notice Doreen Virtue’s modern angel number interpretations. These similarities reveal how the messages have transcended centuries and cultures.

    Look at the number 1. Pythagoras, thought it stood for unity, beginnings, and leadership. Virtue’s angel number 111 shares these ideas, emphasizing new beginnings and manifesting your thoughts into reality. They both talk about the power of starting fresh and stepping into your own creative potential.

    The number 2 in Pythagorean’s is about balance, partnership, and harmony, Also isn’t this idea echoed in 222? 222 encourages faith, trust, and divine timing in your relationships and life decisions.

    Number 3 signals creativity and joyful expression. In contrast, 333 highlights support from ascended masters. This is a spiritual form of encouragement to keep expressing your true self.

    For 4, stability and hard work are core, matching with 444, a sign of protection and solid foundations. They both reassure you that you are supported and on the right path.

    5 stands for freedom and change. These directly aligning with 555, a clear signal of major life transformations and adventure.

    Number 6 shifts: Pythagoras viewed it as harmony and nurturing responsibility. While 666 asks for reflection and realignment toward spiritual values over material distractions. It’s a call to balance the earthly with the spiritual.

    The spiritual depth of 7 remains consistent, with Pythagoras emphasizing wisdom and introspection. 777 marks spiritual awakening and divine luck.

    Both 8 and 888 embody power and abundance, whether material success or spiritual prosperity.

    Finally, 9 and 999 full cycles. They are bringing compassion and universal love while preparing for fresh starts.


    In the end, these number sequences have maintained their symbolic power through time. All while adapting to modern spirituality, never loosing their ancient wisdom.

    Use these meanings as a compass. Still, know your intuition is the ultimate guide. Notice how you feel when you see these numbers. What’s happening in your life at that moment? That personal context brings the message fully to life.


    Want a handy guide to carry with you?
    Download my printable and digital
    “Book of Spells Cheat Sheet”.
    It is a simple reference.
    The guide includes these angel numbers and their meanings.
    It also offers tips on how to tune in to your intuition when you see them.

    It’s perfect for daily inspiration, journal prompts, or adding a little magic to your spiritual practice. Beginners & seasoned seekers both can connect deeper to the surrounding messages.


    Repeating numbers are more than coincidence in some beliefs. They are also ancient symbols speaking through the language of the universe. Just inviting you to listen. Both Greek numerology and angelic messages, have the same goals: to guide, reassure, and awaken you.

    So next time you catch 111 on the clock or 444 on a sign, pause. Take a breath. Trust what your heart and mind are telling you. These numbers are tools for you to connect with your intuition and the greater mysteries that surround you.

    Have you noticed any repeating numbers lately? What do they mean to you? Share your experiences in the comments. Let’s explore this magical language together.🖤


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