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Oh. No. What Did I Do?

Who actually writes for the comfort of the others. Writing the chaos in my head sharing trauma too heavy to carry alone.
I woke up before my alarm. Got up; Walked to the garage. I was intending to ease the tension gripping its claws in my skin with smoke, in my lungs. Outside the wind was howling louder than a banshee. It really felt as if both the house and I would both blow away for the second time this week.
Surprisingly, I made it inside the garage without blowing through the wind somehow. Taking my seat in front of my working altar. This is the place where I smoke, make all my physical store items, spells, rituals, readings, and more. I rolled up some green, lighting up within a few minutes.
Deciding to opened TikTok, went to my account page, intending on posting a draft. I scrolled through my twenty or so drafts. Choosing instantly, the video of Lake Erie’s waves crashing on beautiful Great Lake rocks.
The draft like most, I saved to post later and already formatted it. Meaningful visual editing is done how I’d like for the specific content. Usually it is:
- Snipped and cut
- Sound added
- Stitched
- Ready to use with and without text. This way, I can add relevant current text to some at any time over drafts.
I started writing in the text-overlay tool. IN THE TIKTOK APP LIKE A FERAL MAN. This is something I have never done. And honestly? I still can’t believe I just hit post. I did not read it back one time. I did not go back and do even first round editing. Which I pay no mind to that while I am in creative flow state.
Oh, and today is day 87 of my personal creative challenge. 100 poems in 100 days, creating habits and discipline. So, of course this poem will now hold that spot.
Rough Draft
So I know guys it’s just Lake Erie
You say she’s dirty, basic, and nothing like the other Great Lakes
But I already know she doesn’t let you see her,
Like I do.
She doesn’t call home to you.
So tell me again why Tahoe in the west would make a better Great Lake than Erie…I mean she’s here with the rest but never mind that
I find peace in the chaos she creates the inland salt-less seas
Of midwestern USA would be a lot less beautiful without her
So sleep on her, like you sleep on me.
Creative Flow
Creative flow is not some mystical, unreachable state. It is the rhythm of my work. Below are the most common times I find myself dropping into that zone. A bonus weird place that works for me every single time.
• While smoking: This is my primary ritual for shifting gears.
• The Drift: Right when I am about to fall asleep. If I do not get up and write it down right then, it is gone forever.
• In the wilderness: When the world is quiet enough to hear the thoughts I have been ignoring.
• The Weirdest One: Behind the wheel. I never hit this level of flow unless I am driving. I do the editing as a passenger, but the creation happens only when I am in control of the car.
The Creative Working Order:
“The creative process is a process of surrender, not control.” – Bruce Lee

This is the chronological order in which I write poetry. What is my cup of tea may not be yours. I want to mention I hate gatekeepers. Please feel free to borrow some if you find you like some of the herbs I layer within.
What is Creative Flow-
When I talk about flow, I am talking about the automatic, effortless, yet highly focused state of consciousness. This is described by psychologist Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi. This was his foundational work, Flow: The Psychology of Optimal Experience. Csikszentmihalyi, defined this as being so immersed in an activity. Time actually slips away and the ego fades into the background.
“You can’t use up creativity. The more you use, the more you have.” –Maya Angelou
Tapping into My Flow:
When I am in flow, I do not care about perfecting the grammar, using stylized spacing, or worry about spelling. I do not experiment with word flow quite yet. I do not plan for my creative flow time when it comes to drafting new poetry. I just let it happen.
“My hand does the work and I don’t have to think. In fact, were I to think, it would stop the flow. It’s like a dam in the brain that bursts.” –Edna O’Brien
It is more about getting the words down in the exact order they hit my brain. For me, this flow and editing separation allows for streamlined creation. I can and have written at least 13 poems in a single session. This can occur during one elongated smoke sesh. It also happens over a long stretches on the road home after a day spent in the wild.
“Flow is being completely involved in an activity for its own sake. The ego falls away. Time flies. Every action, movement, and thought follows inevitably from the previous one, like playing jazz.” –Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi
Maintaining the Rhythm:
If you are looking to get out of a creative rut, the current 2026 standout creatives offer clear advice. Focus on a clear destination. Maintain discipline, and establish low-pressure rituals that work for you.
Many creative minds rely on daily rituals like “human-free time.” These rituals often ensure zero digital disruptions. While also including a consistent 5-10 minute anchor before beginning work. Breathing exercises can work to tell your nervous system it’s time to chill.
“Great things are done by a series of small things brought together.” –Vincent Van Gogh
Creative flow also is referred to as “being in the zone,” by many. This is actually, not just a matter of luck. It’s a biological “accident” you can make yourself more apt to experience.
The Drexel University Creative Research Lab states creative flow requires two things:
- Extensive Domain Expertise or simply put practice
- Conscious Release of Control the act of letting go.

Tips from the Professionals:
Author and journalist Steven Kotler and others aiming to continue the work of Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi point to several “pre-conditions” that must be met:
- Challenge of Balance: Flow happens in a small sweet spot. Here the task is enough of a challenge to stretch your abilities. Just not to a point of inducing anxiety. Too easy, and you are bored; too hard, you are stressed.
- Goals and Feedback: You must set an exact goal. They can be as simple as what you are trying to achieve in creating from one moment to the next. This gifts you a “compass” that prevents your mind from wandering.
- Transient Hypofrontality: This is the neurological hallmark of flow where your inner critic named prefrontal cortex temporarily loses his voice. This leads to a loss of self-consciousness and a distorted sense of time.
“It’s not that I’m so smart, it’s just that I stay with problems longer.” –Albert Einstein
Pause with me:
You have seen my process. You know about my garage, smoke filled lungs, and the wind. My brain shifts gears like an automatic transmission.
But I want to know how you handle your own creative rhythm?
Or maybe you’d rather share what you are doing out there in your own creative world. The successes and struggles. The in between trials.
Another idea if you feel like sharing, you could tell us about your weirdest flow state starter.
What is the one place, smell, thing, or ritual that always summons your focus? It does not have to work every single time, or make sense to you or to anyone else.
Whatever you chose to include mentioned above or from your own thoughts I appreciate it all your conversation and insight.
Talk is Cheap:
Actionable Ideas:
The 15-Minute Wall Stare:
Morning Pages Before Email:
Impose Weird Constraints:
Adopt an Alter Ego:
Protect Your Peak Hours:
Redefine Consistency:
Digital Switzerland:
Movement Over Optimization:
The Spark Journal:
Practice total destimulation. No screens, music, or podcasts. Staring at a blank surface for 15 minutes, seriously. This allows your brain to digest recent intake and fire up new, spontaneous connections.
Write three pages of longhand, raw thoughts before opening any digital app. This purges the mental clutter before the day’s stress claims your focus.
When freedom is paralyzing, force a constraint. Write exactly 100 words, rule out all words starting with a specific letter, or use a single, specific theme to kickstart your problem-solving
When stuck, step into a different identity. You could ask yourself things like , “What would my most fearless, creative self do right now?” This shift helps bypass old, self-sabotaging patterns.
Identify the specific time your brain is most alert and guard it like a vault. Do not squander this window on admin work or social media.
Consistency in 2026 isn’t about daily output. It’s about maintaining a lifelong relationship with your art. Even if that means touching base only once a week to keep the bond alive.
Designate a specific zone in your home where phones are strictly banned. Use this neutral territory as a sanctuary for your focus to recover
Arrive at your desk after a 10-minute walk without a phone or podcast. Physical space helps your brain transition better than sleep-walking straight into work.
Capture random ideas, quotes, or questions instantly in a physical notebook or notes app. Over time, these small sparks become a goldmine of raw material for future work.
Editing in Batches
Once the wildfire of the creative flow state is extinguished , I pause until I know that it’s time. Finally, I move into a different phase: the maintenance of the work. I do not attempt editing the text while the flow is live. That would risk wasting it.
Instead, I carve out specific blocks in my monthly schedules to act as the tumblr polishing the stones. During these sessions I :
- fix spelling
- tighten grammar
- adjust punctuation
- refine the rhythm, add or minimize sentences, whatever it needs.

Poetry that asks for permission is polite way to saying nothing. Real poetry aims its punch at your gut leaving readers gasping for air, while searching for their next hit.
I tackle these in small batches, usually. A few times, I have spent hours on end doing deep-dive revisions. It depends on the pieces and their needs. Some poems only need a single pass to be considered finished. While others undergo several rounds of minor and major changes, until it feels right.
Once I am satisfied, I move these finalized versions into my themed personal portfolio digital documents. This is a critical step, ensuring my work is not just scattered across drafts. It is archived, backed up multiple times, and ready for whatever is in the future for them individually.
Exploring Titles
- Sleep on Me: This title is direct and defiant, I like that. It forces the reader to confront dismissiveness. Strengths: immediate punch; emotional weight. Weaknesses: may feel aggressive to some readers. Is that even a real weakness though? I didn’t think so.
- The Midwestern Sea: This title grounds the poem in geography. Strengths: classic and descriptive. Weaknesses: lacks the personal emotional hook of the other options.
- Chaos Finds Me: This highlights the internal creative experience. Strengths: invites curiosity; sounds mysterious. Weaknesses: may be perceived as too abstract or vague.
I chose “Sleep on Me” as the title. This is a direct, blunt, and maybe slightly aggressive challenge. That cleared the goal of perfectly mirroring the poem’s final punch.
“The Midwestern Sea” is cute and fitting. However, it is a bit too soft. “Chaos Finds Me” feels a too much like beating around the bush. It fails to convey the real experiences I wanted to express. “Sleep on Me” is almost visceral. It forces the reader to confront their own dismissiveness immediately. Thus, fully matching the tone of the piece rather than just describing the scenery.
It got what it needed fully; a title that doesn’t ask for permission. This demands attention, much like the poem itself, making the other two look like weak, observational captions in comparison.
First Round Editing
So, I know, guys. It is just Lake Erie.
You say she’s dirty, basic, and nothing like the other Great Lakes.
But I already know she doesn’t let you see her, like I do.
She doesn’t call home to you.
So, tell me again why Tahoe, in the west, would make a better Great Lake than Erie. I mean, she’s here with the rest, but never mind that.
I find peace in the chaos she creates. The inland, salt-less seas of the Midwestern USA would be a lot less beautiful without her.
So, sleep on her, like you sleep on me.
Changes and Explanations:
Punctuation:
I added the needed a few missing commas, periods, and whatever else I needed for word flow.
Spelling:
I fixed the one Great Lake typo. To ensure the reader understands and my meaning stays grounded in the subject.
Line Breaks:
I also added standardized line breaks which group the thoughts into coherent stanzas. Instead of the fragmented, rapid-fire lines of the initial draft.
Art is Subjective
The beauty of art is that it belongs to the viewer as much as the creator. When you read this, you might see a few different things depending on your view. You see a tribute to a lake, a reflection on a relationship, or an anthem for the misunderstood. That is one of my favorite parts of writing and a point I love to use. My intention is never to dictate how you should feel, because art is inherently subjective.

Poetry is the art of bleeding out in ink so you don’t bleed out on the people’s screens. With one goal making readers feel the same cauterized wounds you’ve been carrying all these years.
Axton N. O. Mitchell
However, I do layer my own truths into these lines. I wrote this to show that your love for a person is your own. Love anything is not bothered by what others think. It stands alone, regardless of their consensus. When people put you down or try to “yuck your yum,” they are projecting their own limitations. Their inability to see the value in what you love does not make your happiness any less real.
Polished Piece:
Sleep on Me-
So, I know, guys. It is just Lake Erie.
You call her dirty, basic, and nothing like the other Great Lakes.
But I already know she doesn’t let you see her, like I do.
She doesn’t call home to you.
Tell me again why Tahoe, in the west, makes a better Great Lake.
I mean, she is right here with the rest, but never mind.
I find peace in the unconventional. The peace in the chaos she creates finds me effortlessly.
Remember, she is just water to you.
To me, her inland, salt-less seas lining Midwestern shores would be far less beautiful without her.
So, sleep on her.
Just like you sleep on me.
Changes and Explanations:
Words:
I changed where I called her it all she/her references for thematic story. I removed certain elements to make the challenge more immediate and present. I then added the line. “I find peace in the unconventional” to emphasize that this is a choice of perspective.
Punchlines in Poetry:
The ending gut punch, by punchline. By changing So, sleep on her, like you sleep on me. To create a heavy, deliberate finality that forces the reader to stop then sit with the punchline. It become So, sleep on her. Just like you sleep on me.

It’s all decisions:
You have the pleasure of choosing-
Creating this post taught me something important. I often hold back my best work because I am waiting for the perfect edit or moment. The truth is, the real experience, born in a garage during a windstorm, pieces tend to be the most honest.
I separate the creative flow from the editing session. This allows me to create a way to honor both the chaotic spark and an editor’s discipline.
Please don’t forget art does not need to be polished to be valid. Your personal loves do not need to be justified. They do not need to be reciprocated by others to be worth protecting. Keep writing, keep creating, and most importantly, keep trusting your own voice.
If they do not get it, that is their loss, not yours.









